Friday, May 29, 2009

Last saturday morning i had to handle this "Bridal with Beetle Car" shoot for Mandy. Luckily i had roxanne to help me out and also simon to help drive the car for me.

The morning was a rushed one, because we had to pick up Mandy from her house, dress her up in the bridal gown and then drive over to another location to pick up the beetle car, and then over to the shoot location. Shoot was supposed to start at 9am but because of some delays, we reached Yishun dam ( damn, i keep typing DAMN instead of DAM!) only at 9.30am.

In the beetle car after collection.

Yishun dam was really warm. We all start perspiring within 5 minutes -.-

Photos from one of the photographers there. thrown into the boot.

I love this shot!

I like this picture because the angle made my legs long and thin! Hahaha so far from reality.

Alright, i had my fun it's back to mandy. We all drove to seletar camp after we are done with Yishun Dam. It's so much better to shoot at Seletar Camp! Love the dirty houses and rundown feel.

Mandy was bored with the car so she posed with a bike instead! Rocker bike bride!

Can you feel the heat? omg, usually my foundation tone already lighter than my neck area already. After "suntanning" so much that morning, the difference between the two tones was even larger.

Hunger after the shoot so we went over to HK cafe.
Had always wanted to try their french toast but didn't, so i tried it that day! I love it :D

Their seafood horfun is one of my fave too! But the portion is abit big. Best to share with friend.

Went over to marina jetty after that with _____.
Breezy nice place. Quite a nice place to have some quiet romantic time with your bfs!

Multiple same angle pictures of myself. hohoho.

After that Simon drove me over to stjames for June and Peggy's birthday party as he's joining us for ktv after the party.

I reached before the birthday girls lor!
Met up with Gillian there.

Little pressies for june and peggy.

Irene. Become prettier and prettier already.

June babe!

Peggy! Totally want to scream at her for being almost 2 hour late but resisted the urge cos it's her birthday party. If is usual day i would have thrown temper already. hahaha. After leaving her party, i went back to the car to scold every single car that blocks our way or move too slow. Release steam. Haha.

Victor and Kaihui came over to join me and Simon for ktv :D We kept kaihui waiting alone in the room for 1 hour cos of the party delay!

Cute isn't she? Love her! We have so much in common cos we are from the same secondary school. Haha. Actually last time even in school also not very close to her, just smile smile only. Found her again after afew years in a random public toilet. Haha!

That night didn't get enough of singing before time was up. Gonna have another ktv session again soon!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Was feeling quite down justnow.

Usually i dont really care about non-friends/ random strangers disliking me because well, I know that as a blogger it's inevitable that i might offend some people accidently with my words sometimes. As long as it's not a friend that i care about, i brush it off almost immediately all the time.

However, there are some people who just conclude that they dislike me right from the beginning, without even knowing what kind of person i am. When this happens, sometimes i ask myself what's wrong with myself.

You know, being in the blogosphere, sometimes i get really pressurised to do plastic surgery. To get a nose job, my jaw shape narrowed, take away my chubbiness, and clear my eye wrinkles. Why? Because here, most people judge you by your looks. Saddening isn't it. It makes me think that as long as im pretty, people would tend to like me more. Which is totally untrue in the real world.

I realise that i get along better with people who do not know about my blogging identity. Because they give themselves a chance to get to know me right from step zero. Because they didn't had a biased impression of me right from the start. Because they judge me based on my personality, and not based on "what was known about me".

Whatever. Just sudden random personal thoughts.
I know all this is unavoidable one luh. It's nature for people to judge other people. I just wished that i was born prettier, with a more popular personality and more luck.

Boo. It's not a nice feeling being disliked for no valid reason.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The past weekend was a hectic one.

On sunday, i was assistant to this TrashTheDress themed shoot for Grace. Shoot location was at Punggol lallang and beach. Hate that place, so many insects! I even spotted a mini baby crab. It's smaller than a cockcroach! Got me so paranoid feeling afraid that i'll step onto any of that little things when i walk down the sand at the beach.

The sun was burning hot.

Started at the lallang side.

It's a beautiful place to shoot.

Was holding the big big reflector.

Grace and the spraypainted gown.

Moved on to the beach afterwards.

Grace was submerged in the waters. She had a hard time coming out of the seas afterwards cos the gown had absorbed the water and became very heavy. Haha.

Interesting isn't it? Im sure the end photos will be great!

Photo with Grace after the shoot.

Grace and Liwen left with their boyfriends afterwards, while i joined the photographers to lunch.

Soup Restaurant treat by Squall. I love soup restaurant.

After the shoot was back to my usual work. And i felt so tired that i had to treat myself to something good at Akashi Japanese Restaurant.

Actually i think the food there is overpriced. I can get better food at sushi tei at a lower price ....

Also, it was my first time trying wasabi! I was too afraid to try it in the past but i finally found the courage! (must at least try once in your life mah!)

Well, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

Saturday's shoot was even more tiring. Blog about it another day :D

Monday, May 25, 2009

Lyrics explain the stories best.

TUOXIE - by jolin.
English translation by lixss.

You always love to make up lies,
but im responsible for acting along with you.
All the changes i made,
is just so i could enter your world.
This scene has repeated so many times,
Only then i realised that your heart is too wild.

You drew the border between us,
i must follow the rules.
All my time have been prioritised for you.
Unknowingly, I loved to the point where i didn't dare to take any risks,
Being your puppet for so long,
Then i finally realised how pathetic i've been.

A compromised love, still remains unresolved in the end.
Tied you up not letting you fly,
But history keep repeating, it's exhuasting.
A compromised love, yet the story could not be rewrittened.
Once you made your ultimatum,
I hid in my own world

You are just afraid of sleeping alone,
I no longer want to cry for you again.
I understand that you will never change,
I shouldn't ponder anymore
I'll start over again myself tomorrow..

Dont you love it too when lyrics tell your story?

It's almost a year.
And we're still stuck at this stage.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I was so determined to attend school yesterday early cos i was late every single time for this particular module. I scheduled my alarm close at 6, so that i can reach school in time.

Guess what?

I woke up the next morning at 9am (which is the time this class starts), and realised that i clocked the alarm at 6PM instead of 6AM.

Stupid -.-

Recently heard this again on radio. Sammi's "zhi de". It's a very old song but alot of people still like it :D

My current new favourite song!
"Love is most beautiful". Nice right!

Tuo Xie - by jolin.
Another current favourite song. Couldn't stop replaying it over and over again.

Invited Sophia to join me at this Lg event :)

(pictures not arranged in sequence)

With Pris.

June. Her face slimmed down alot! Look better.

Corridor Ceiling.




Flying Dutchman!

Stage where they did the demos !

View from highest level!


Sab, Pris, Me!