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Thursday, May 29, 2008

WAH.


I downloaded a game called "Supermarket Mania" (which is very fun to play! Well, at least that's what i think), and while playing happily acheiving EXPERT at each level, my screen suddenly turns into that dreadful bluescreen which is usually what you see before your laptop crashes.

I crossed my fingers while restarting my computer. LUCKILY, my computer started on as usual. Phew.

Eh! Crashing my laptop is no laughing matter. Thousands of photos and documents! I hate how my laptop doesn't have a alternate harddisk that saves another copy of my original harddisk. I remember i used to have something like that before so i wasn't afraid of crashing computers at that time. But dad says my current laptop cannot install another harddisk inside :(

Or is it called harddrive?
Blah, i would never be a techy person.













Anyway,




im in a very discouraging mood.

It seems like everything i do turns out to be a failure.


IM A PATHETIC FAILURE!!




Be all glad and glee over my misfortune and unhappiness.




Why can't all things be right?!
How did i turn from a lucky girl into such a unfortunate piece of crap?


Im not used to this. Really.






I wouldn't be surprise if i accidentally fart infront of a hunk tomorrow.




Well, out with Jessica that day.
I forgot which day, well, that day.



Whenever i go out with her, I dont know why, we end up with sleepy eyes and tired bodies. Im always unable to be jumpy around her unlike how i am with other girls. I. Dont. Know. Why.



The first time we went shopping she ended up sleeping in the middle of citylink with my sleepy eyes looking at her. I wanted to sleep too but i had to look after her chanel bag that she always wear out when she's with me.




Alright. I'm going out of topic.

Forgive me, im just typing whatever my fingers feel like typing. That's what you get when you ask me to blog while im feeling down and unhappy.


YA YA YA.
I know i've been feeling down and unhappy ALOT recently and you readers are sick of it. I want to be happy too okay, but bad things keep happening to me. I would be sad about MISFORTUNE-A now, and just after i got over it and turned happy, MISFORTUNE-B would befall me.

WTF?


I had enough of this!
Sometimes i wish something would just come and take all the bad things in my life away.


Alright, STOP WHINING.
I hate whining.


But i can't stop myself.












#$%^&*()*&^%$#$%^&*^%$!!!
You can see how unhappy i am.





OKAY.
back to what im supposed to blog about.

Jessica.
and.


Me.







Okay, i was sick while out with her, so i think i was a very boring and lifeless shopping kaki that day.


Waiting for her to get ready at her home.
She takes more than an hour.


I think she'll nag at me if i took that long while she's waiting. haha. Or maybe not. Maybe she'll just meddle around with my soft toys or watch porn on my laptop.




Fish & Co for lunch. I was famished!
She was a darling for letting me sit on the sofa seat :)

I had the cheesy fish&chips while she had the normal one.



Then off we went shopping!



At first it was more like Jessica shopping and me whining about my heels hurting my feet. I was looking around for a pair of flats to buy so that i can change out of my high heels. She went to try on nighties while i sat outside the changing room for so long that my butt hurt as much as my heels.





She bought many things! I forgot what.


Then she felt thirsty and we went to have a break at Gelare and eat our favourite raspberry sorbet! Just thinking about it makes me crave for it.





A gorgeous photo of jessica! Finally a photo of me and her together without her making funny faces -.-







And after our energy are replenished, we went for more shopping. By this time, i've already gotten a new pair of flats to comfortably walk on, i was in a superb mood for shopping! But still i didn't spend on as much things as i wanted to. I think i only bought a bareback top, short top, a dress, and my new flats. Not fufilling for a shopping day, definitely.

I just realised how am i going to wear the bareback top out? I love barebacks, but how am i going to wear it with a bra? If the back of the bra is going to be seen, it'll be so ugly and not wearing a bra would be too skimpy cos the material is thin. Wearing a tube inside would be contradicting the point of wearing a bareback top. Well, shall think of it some other time.

But i love the short top! It's shiny white, and i just love it :D

The dress i bought was ugly. I wonder why i bought it in the first place -.-







YES. I know my makeup sucks.
Im gonna find a day and try to change it okay?


Anyway, clara did this to my eyes during lessons on monday.
Pretty right?!


But... I have no idea how she did that. Haha.




Okay, this has to be one of my worse entries ever, jumping from one irrelevent point to another without thinking.


Damn. To make myself happier, im going to go for supper now. ( & earn back that *kgs i finally shed while being sick -.- )

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Boyfriend spotted this!

$59.90 Square Watermelon.


And... guess who owns this beautiful eye?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

3 times to the doctor in one week.
7 different medicine to swallow 3/4 times a day -.-

It's a torture~~!!
I wonder how long more before this sickness would end.
Im sick for almost 2 weeks already leh :(


Grrrrr.
I miss chewing on gummy sweets and eating yummy chicken wings :(




For all the times I felt it
But somehow forgot to show,

For all the times i dreamed it
But forgot to let you know,

For all the times i thought it
But it stayed inside my head,

For all the times i meant it,
But I didn't get it said.....


I LOVE YOU ^^


For boyfriend:

Happy 7th Month to our relationship!
You're the longest relationship i ever had, and im going to work hard to maintain this love!

I miss him :(





Updated: Urgh! I keep vomiting even though i havent ate much. And when i cough, the insides of my stomach hurts like hell ! The fever is making me shiver in coldness all the time, and the dizziness is pissing me off. I feel so weak. Damn the flu and phlegm too.


and,
I have a phobia towards tablet medicine. I remembered a couple of years ago, i was sick and all my medicines were those big tablets. Everytime i try to swallow them, they couldn't get down my throat and would break. When they break, the sharp points would poke my throat and it's super painful. I remembered crying everytime it's time for medicine. Even till now, whenever it's medicine time and i had to swallow tablets, the same phobic feeling would come to me. It's horrible to be afraid of medicine when im already 18.

Im a miserable little girl.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Din Tai Fung.
Love the chicken and fried rice!



Oosh 1 Year Anniversary Party:
It has been so long ago! Just havent got the time to blog about it. I think it was in mid-april?


Got invited, and brought fidelis along. We had Dennis to drive us there in his new bmw car. Great cosy lovely car!


Signed on the guestlist before entering.

A director from some company got our first drinks and we had food after we got all comfy on the sofa. Introduced to other directors, but i guess me and fidelis dont remember any at all =x

Bumped into Agri~


While waiting for Agri to finish her touch up at the washroom.

The night carried on with more drinks and food!



His face was as red as tomato.




Us and Lawrence Wong.
Ya lah, i know those are ugly photos.
-.-


So damn sick.
I've been to the doctor twice this week and 3 days mc.
I hate being sick!


Thursday, May 22, 2008

I know some of the readers who've been reading me since i just started out noticed the change in me.

I used to be a cheerful little girl who has never walked on the rough roads of life.

I no longer have that innocent, optimistic view of things around me anymore. I seem to have adopted a hard personality, building a wall between me and other people that makes me look so unapproachable and stuck up. I guess it's unavoidable when i've been constantly hurt by the harsh reality of life.

Only when i started this blog, then i realised the realistic side of people. i was so disappointed by how some people get close to you just to leverage on you. I have 'friends' who are always having a motive behind when they ask me out or talk to me. Most of the time, they just want me to promote them in my blog. I feel upset knowing that im just a tool for them to use. Alot of them just throw me away to a corner after they got what they want.

Actually, i wouldn't mind that much if they just come up to me and tell me they want to be famous. What i dislike the most is when people acts like a friend, acts so close to you, just so that they can get what they want. And when someone else that can help them get closer to their target easier comes along, they moved on to the next target and forget all about me, the old tool.


Alright, other than that,

Sometimes i think people just don't understand me...



Just because i blog, just because i write in a particular way, people tend to stereotype me to be a particular kind of person. Sometimes i feel helpless because i feel so misunderstood but yet i can't stop them from thinking that way. What's worse is when best friends think of me that way. I've distanced from many of my previous friends, because well, i dont know. Maybe they think we are in different worlds now since im hanging out more with a different kind of group? Maybe our interests changed and differ from each other now. I thought it would be friendship forever, but i guess life's like that.


Oh well.
I've learnt a new sentence recently, and im gonna keeping reminding it to myself:





If you are everything to everybody,
you are nothing to yourself.










Anyway, i found this interesting series of pictures today.
Look at the girl below, VERY PRETTY RIGHT?!!!
Who would have known 'she' was a man before the surgery.














Hee, this shows that sometimes it's better to be with uglier girls =p Kidding. Hey, looking at pretty girls photos do perk up our day doesn't it? Haha.





Sick for the past few days. he sickness just came suddenly lor! One day im fine and the next, i woke up with sorethroat. Then it led to flu and fever. Grr. Irritating.




It's the Great Singapore Sale, time for shoppingggggg~!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Im always late at blogging about events.

The reason is because there's always loads of photos for me to sort and upload and that's not an enjoyable thing to do especially when the internet connection sucks. That's why i keep dragging and dragging, and till other bloggers put up their posts, i worry about readers not wanting to read my post because it'll be all the same things they see in the other bloggers' blogs.


So now, while everyone else at the event had already blogged their piece, it's my turn to blog about the SCARLET LAUNCH EVENT.



Although you all might have read about this event at other blogger's blog, please do continue reading mine too k? Be Nice :)


I guess most of you have already found out what it's all about from the other blogs. In summary, it's about how the commercial words were twisted, the much anticipated Scarlet tv series is actually a series of new televisions from LG.


Interesting.



What's more interesting was being able to attend an event that also invited other celebrities along with you. The great thing about being a blogger :)


i'll have to thank Gavin, Fleishman Hilliard, LG Scarlet and Sabrina for the invitation.



Photos that'll appear in this entry is from Jayden, iz-reloaded (sorry, i forgot your exact url!), willy foo, boyfriend, and my own camera. Tada! That means you wont be seeing all repeated pictures because i havent sent the others those pictures from boyfriend's and my cam ^^


Alright, Credits aside.

Before the event, we met up because we dont know how to get to singapore flyer from cityhall mrt. We started camwhoring in the middle of citylink, even before the event started! Sigh, bloggers, sigh.

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Took a cab to singapore flyer in the end cos the girls were complaining about high heels and the guys were......... lazy?


RECEPTION:
The reception was super cool.
There was red carpet and photographers just like star awards. Woohoo.

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Models were gorgeous and VERY TALL. Trust me, even jessica who is 1.7m looks short beside them. As for me, i guess i look like a dwarf to them. Maybe they could trip over me because given their height, they can only look at things of their height. Thank goodness they didn't.
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CAMWHORING:

What do bloggers do best? Camwhore! We're all experts at it :D
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FOOD:

Tell you guys a secret. Do you know what's the thing i loved most about attending events? Yes, you guessed right. The food!!! All im waiting for is the fooooooood.

I love food.

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Didn't really eat alot at this event (as usual actually, haha). It'll be so embarrassing if im chewing that piece of chicken clumsily while the others were looking so glam.
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Peggy and her bitter tea? LOL.
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LAUNCH OF SCARLET:

Official talk and revealing of scarlet.

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CELEBRITIES!:

i was one of the lucky few to take pictures with the celebrities :)

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SINGAPORE FLYER:
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We got a free ride at the flyer. Me and boyfriend already sat the flyer before so we weren't as excited as the others. But still, it was a different experience because this time it was night time.
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I asked boyfriend whether the wide-angle camera that the photographer is using would make middle people thinner or side people thinner. He said side! BLUFF. My face was so stretched in the original picture that i had to use PS's camera distortion correction to make my face look normal. (at the same time, bulging the people in the centre. Wahaha)
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Both talking on the phone~ Must be reporting to boyfriends. haha.

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Although the capsule was packed with noisy bloggers, me and boyfriend still had a great romantic time. Noticed that i was quiet in the flyer and not really joining you guys with the camwhoring stuff? I wanted to spend the 30 minutes with boyfriend, treasuring all the time we had. The other time at the flyer we had spent most of the time taking pics and looking out of the window. But this time, we sat down and enjoyed each other for almost the whole ride :)

Imagine me without you.





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GIFTS!:

Love how LG is so generous. We all got a digital photoframe that's worth $400 retail price~!

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Alright, that's all~
Lots of Love!


oh ya, boyfriend said my waist become smaller already.


So happy!



Then he added:
" But your thighs become bigger."





:(