Friday, June 27, 2008

Today had been a difficult day.
Just wanna sleep and dont care about anything.

With a blink of an eye,
it's our month anniversary again. This time it's the 8th!!

It might not mean much to you,
it might not mean much to others,
but you're the longest relationship i ever had. And that's maybe the reason why im still holding on.

I dont have what you are looking for and you are not what im looking for.
That's why sometimes i think we'll never last.

You want a sweet, gentle, good-tempered, virtue girlfriend who doesn't waste money on cabfares and shopping. But im bad tempered, clumsy, and demanding. I hate feeling restricted thats why i would always get angry with you when you dont allow me to spend my money on shopping.

I want a romantic, exciting, sweetalker boyfriend who piorities me over anything else. But you are too realistic, selfish and never willing to sacrifice yourself for your gf. Everything is all about YOU before anything else. The only time you ever try to be romantic and treat me right is only when i cant take it anymore and throw my temper at you.

Does that mean in order for us to have a happy relationship, i would have to keep throwing tempers? You say im like a dragon, so fierce. But have you thought why? Because everytime im nice and sweet, you take everything for granted and neglect me.

Someone said this about me before:
"She is someone who needs care and attention CONSTANTLY."

Yes. I need care and attention from you constantly.

People ask me to cherish you.
But did you? All i know is that i've been neglected time and time again.

Everyone is saying how good a boyfriend you are. It's only because i always choose to say how good you are instead of how unimportant i feel. I wanted to protect you because i dont want my friends to think that you are a bad guy. I dont want them to dislike you.

Do you know that i feel so much care and love from other men than you?

Whenever i tell you i need help, all you know how to say is "haha, kiss dear". Is that going to help? When i ask for your help, i want help, and not meaningless sms. You didn't even care enough to write something else instead of the same old words.

Every other guy can put down everything just to be with me when i need someone, but where were you? Giving excuses about having to sleeping early at 9.30pm or something. Can't you sleep 2 hours late just ONCE for your gf?

Then when i start getting too close with any particular guy, you start to get paranoid. You see what i mean? You would only treasure me when i step one foot out of this relationship. You never bothered to hold me tight all the while i was in two feets in.

Darling, do you know how hard it was for me to restraint myself from jumping into another relationship and leaving you behind?

Do you know how i feel that other guys love me more than you did? Do you know the ones making me happy is always them and not you? Where are you when i needed you?

It's the 8th month.
I hope we can last another 8 months.

boyfriend and i went to mos burger that day and i just want to say i love many many milk inside my mos-tea!

Random. Haha!

I've coloured eyes now!
(stupid chubby cheeks. im gonna go buy those face slimming creams!)

This shop:

sponsored me two pairs of coloured lenses!

I've always thought that i'll never get to wear coloured lenses because my optician told me that i canot wear colour lenses because they dont come with astigmatism and i have a high degree of astigmatism.

But then hor, this shop gave me a pair of brown and a pair of blue (coming soon later on!) contact lens, and it works perfectly fine for me! in fact, im wearing it now and it's uber comfortable!

I love coloured eyes.
I think it looks nicer than my ordinary black normal eyes.

if you want to get contact lens online, and is looking for a reliable seller, do check out:

Be a beautiful girl!

Wait to see the other pair! Guess what colour i chose? =)

I need to redye my hair! Black hair is growing out and it looks bad. What colour should i dye? Im stuck between 2 very different colours!

And hairstyle? I want hair extensions! Any shops/blogshops wants to sponsor hair extensions for me in exchange for advertorials? :D:D

**trying my luck. hahaha.

Maybe this kind of spiral curls? (but friends say this kind of hairstyle must every morning curl de. troublesome leh. Somemore im those kind always oversleep and rush late one sia)

Or rebonded long hair?

Or beachy long waves?

Or this?

Or straight but abit curls??

Or loose long curls? (my favourite!)
Girls, give me advice!

** I dont know if the colour you see is the same as in my screen anot :(

*** Read something just now and i finally realised how fortunate i am that boyfriend is here with me... Shan't elaborate much.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Over lunch, fiona and me were talking about
by acting that you know everything that he had done behind your back! If he's guilty, he'll spill the moment he gets nervous when you act like you know about it :)

Played it on boyfriend =P

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:

[D- -A] :: She's my sweet baby dragon =) says:
Why r u angry with me.

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
you know what you did!

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
you know what you did behind my back!

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
how could you??

[D- -A] :: She's my sweet baby dragon =) says:
i dont know wat i did :(

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
you bluff me again.

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
to think i trusted you so much.

[D- -A] :: She's my sweet baby dragon =) says:
i nv go anything bad behind your back! :(

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:

[D- -A] :: She's my sweet baby dragon =) says:

' ESTHER : ice-angel * says:
Heee =P

Forgot to add these sentences:
" i thought ... i thought ... you said you loved me..."
" im so disappointed...."
" why? why did you do that? am i not good enough?"

HAHAHA. bound to make his legs turn jelly!

Listen to Wu Jia Hui's KONG QUE,

and SUI RAN WO YUAN YI on youtube!


Monday, June 23, 2008

Took these from Fiona's Blog. Funny, although it's clear that the writer is a woman who is biased against men. Haha.


A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, 'Relatives of yours?'
'Yep,' the wife replied, 'in-laws.'


A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day...
30,000 to a man's 15,000.
The wife replied, 'The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men...
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, 'What?'


A man said to his wife one day, 'I don't know how youcan be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.'
The wife responded, 'Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!'

And my favourite is this:

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, 'Please wake me at 5:00 AM.' He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, 'It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.'
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.


It has been a long time since you guys saw Fiona on my blog right? :) Went out with her quite some time ago.

Ate at this little japanese eatery before heading to far east for shopping.Quite a cute way of ordering food, which was through a machine.

And afew days ago, was RuoXuan's birthday party!
It almost seem like a class gathering. It has been so long since i last saw some of those secondary schoolmates!

Around 80 people packed into 2 chalets.

The joker.

Sernwen looked funny here so being nice, i covered his face. Haha.

The guys gaying with each other =P

Yati, Me, Baidura, Fiona.

Ruoxuan become thinner and prettier already! Must be the work of Love. hahaha. Hope she and her boyfriend stay happily in love forever! :D


I missed secondary school days. I miss hanging out with fiona and those lame but funny guys!

Class 4e5!

Denver shot me with watergun yesterday.
Must cancel. Fiona say very vulgar.

OMG. I didn't even thought that "far" lor~~

Saturday, June 21, 2008

I find all this totally interesting, and some extremely ridiculous!!

Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

Hahahaha, poor donald duck.
It is legal to be a prostitute in Sienna, Italy if your name is Mary.
Police Check! What's your name? Mary? Okay, go back to whatever you were doing. Next! What's your name? Jane? You are under arrested. Next!

Barbie's full name is BarbaraMilicentRoberts.

"I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

In bahrain : A male doctor may examine a woman's genitals but it is prohibited from lookin them directly. He may only see the reflection in the mirror.
Crazy. Also looking at it what -.- What's the difference.

The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night.
Wah! This one i dont want to believe. And im going to make sure that i sleep with my mouth closed in the future.

In liverpool, england : Topless saleswoman are legal - but only in tropical fish stores.

The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar and England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes.

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the males head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the....)

The sentence "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the English language.

111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
Must be some boliao people staying at home playing with the calculator.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

TYPEWRITER, is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard.

If the population of China walked past you in single file, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction

The word racecar, noon, and kayak are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left.

China has more English speakers than the United States.

Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.

A cockroach will live nine days without its head, before it starves to death.

A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

Butterflies taste with their feet.

Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

You can't kill yourself by holding your breath.

In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King. When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission from the monarchy, in turn, they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had relations.The plaque read, "Fornication Under Consent of King"...(F.U.C.K.)-that is the origin of the word.

In cali, colombia : A woman may only have sex with her husband and the first time this happens, her mother must be in the room to witness it.
Wah~ Free porn for the mum :D

The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in a game of chess is 318,979,564,000.

The original name for butterfly was flutterby.

The phrase “rule of thumb” is derived from an old English law which stated that you couldn’t beat your wife with anything wider than your thumb.
No wonder people now beat up their children with a cane. It's even more painful than the palm lor!

An old law in Bellingham, Washington, made it illegal for a woman to take more than 3 steps backwards while dancing.

There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos.

It took Leonardo Da Vinci 10 years to paint Mona Lisa's lips.

Sex burns 360 calories per hour!
Boyfriend, where are you? i wanna slim down!!!! haha. But on second thoughts, wont having sex for 1 hour be super tiring????!

Banging your head off a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
Hee. So when you are bored, bang the wall!

The greatest recorded number of children one mother had was 69 children.
Wah. the husband so powerful ah.

In india : it is cheaper to have sex with a prostitute than buy a condom!

The world's youngest parents were 8 and 9 and lived in China in 1910.
Naughty Kids.

In Hong Kong : a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands. (The husband’s lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired.)
Wheeee. I like this rule. No girl would dare to flirt with married man if this rule was made applicable for the whole world.

I dont know if all are facts, but some are definitely funny!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Fiona says im crazy because for the whole morning i was laughing at the computer screen non-stop. Spent the morning reading afew blogs and some bloggers are super funny that i keep laughing and smiling to myself like some lunatic.

Actually didn't want to blog today because i've been blogging everyday recently but then i couldn't control my urge because i've have so much to share with you guys!

Oh ya. Next time if anyone says that im UGLY, I'll tell him/her/it that it means:
(U)=Ultra (G)=Gorgeous (L)=Lovely and (Y)=Yummy

So if you had been commented "UGLY" by numerous boliao people, now you know that you are VERY ultra gorgeous lovely and yummy.


Look at this picture. DAMN CUTE RIGHT!!!
I would feel bad to eat them up.

Oh ya, i tried using the Revlon Mineral Foundation today! LOVELY! It's so natural looking. Now i know peggy and fidelis wasn't exaggerating yesterday when they kept commenting how smooth their faces were. Haha.

However, i love and hate camera flash!
I love it because it contrasts my face and gives it more depth.
I hate it because it always make my face look patchy!

The patches can't be seen in real life so whenever i see patches in my pictures i dont know how to make them right in real life!

I was at an event yesterday and i was super horrified when i realised my face is so patchy under the camera flash. But when i tried to fix it, i dont know how to, because my foundation is already so thick and if i apply some more, i'll look like a super white ghost. Another reason is because under normal lights my patches can't be seen! How to fix it when you can't even see the patches???!!

Hate my camera.

Ate at Crystal Jade Kitchen that day with family for grandpa's father day celebration. No pictures cos my camera died.

Dont like the service.
Where got waiter ask customers to keep moving aside when food is coming one?

Daddy is the blue one, im the pink one.
We are both sitted at that suay place where the waitress keep coming from. Very irritating to keep moving aside one leh. And we ordered 11 dishes, plus the rice and drinks all that, imagine how many times we have to move???

Luckily half way through they served from the other side where my mother and auntie suffers instead.

I thought waitress suppose to hold tray with one hand and the other hand to serve the food? If cannot then get another waiter to come and help, just like what i sometimes do when im at workplace. Understandable that sometimes some dishes are too heavy to hold with one hand but you can't demand your customers to stand up and push away their chair just so you can serve right?

Restaurant leh, not coffeeshop. The waitresses there also sound rude and impatient. I thought they should be sweet and gentle.

Blah, nevermind.
The food isn't very fantastic either.

Okay, i didn't really want to whine about it but i can't control. Haha. Im a very whiney person!


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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

On the first day, God created the dog and said, 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'

The dog said, 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten'?

So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the monkey and said, 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'

The monkey said, 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did'?

And God agreed.

On the third day, God created the cow and said, 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.

The cow said, 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty'?

And God agreed again.

On the fourth day, God created man and said, 'Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. For this, I'll give you twenty years.'

But man said, 'Only twenty years? Could you possibly give me my twenty, the forty the cow gave back, the ten the monkey gave back, and the ten the dog gave back. That makes eighty, okay'?

'Okay,' said God, 'You asked for it.'

So that is why for our first twenty years, we eat, sleep, play and enjoy ourselves. For the next forty years, we slave in the sun to support our family. For the next ten years, we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren. And for the last ten years, we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

Life has been explained to you. Now go forth.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008


Im always one of the last to blog about events, so this time i'll be one of the first!

Sabrina invited me to this event which is right after my holiday trip! Was supposed to meet up with Jessica and Fidelis before the event at orchard but i ended up late and took a cab from home instead.

Photo credits to Aaron Koh and my camera :)

Botanical Gardens!
I've only been there afew times in my life. Once was for a school excursion many years ago, and the others were for photoshoot purpose. I've never liked the Singapore Botanic Garden. Although it's a pretty place, it's boring and hot in there. Afew minutes standing in the middle of the park would result in you sweating like mad. Hate sweating! - Especially with makeup. Especially when you are doing a photoshoot or attending an event.

Luckily, the event at Halia Restaurant was air-conditioned!

The bloggers. 3 other tables were for the media and magazine editors.

Art Miller talking.
Spot me in the picture! Love the hair here.

Me and my lovely Fidelis!!

Lovely girls that were also invited to the event:
My vicious lady- Jessica.
Jessica and Averral.

Sabrina and Peggy.


I dont have individual photos of Rinaz and Feliza.

Bree talking about the new range of Revlon's mineral makeup, and demonstrating it on a girl.

She says that she always get pimples if she slept with makeup on, but this revlon mineral makeup left her with none! Amazing.

Realising that we have all been doing it wrong with our blusher.

Andy Lee's demonstration.

3 colour eyeshadows! The design is really nice.

After that, we went to experiment and play with the makeup.

Peggy posing with her brush.
Asked Andy lee, celebrity makeup artist for tips and he helped me with my makeup.

Rinaz showed me this function on my camera. I didn't even know about it!

Girls having fun.

I love sabrina's car, because she's kind enough to always drive me here and there :) I dont want her to change to her new 2-seater!!

The girls were gossiping about stingy boys in the car. Haha. Fun!

As gifts, we had a lipstick (shade is too dark so i gave it to mum), mineral foundation, eyeshadow, and 2 blushes. Very very pleased. Still abit reluctant to use the eyeshadow because it looks so nice untouched, haha.