Stagnant

Inner Thoughts.

Feeling bored and stagnant these days. I've been feeling like that for quite awhile but at the same time I didn't want to complain about it and jinx it because I'd choose peace over drama any day.

Just that I feel like I'm just passing each day with no meaning? Kinda feel like I'm wasting my golden youth. Time is so precious, as each stage goes by, it's forever gone. There's no turning back.

The mistake everyone makes; we think we have forever. But truth is, before we know it, we'd be old, wrinkly, and full of regrets.

I've been filling up my boredom by eating and shopping. Not very good for my diet and wallet. Oh well.

I recently saw these quotes which struck a chord with me.

不要相信在你成功时候给你鼓掌的那双手，
要永远记得在你摔倒时把你扶起来的那双手。

So apt.

Sometimes I feel quite helpless and lost.
Where do I go from here?
What else can I do besides waiting?

一只站在树上的鸟儿，从来不会害怕树枝断裂，
因为她相信的不是树枝，而是她自己的翅膀。

Encouragement for myself.

靠山，山倒。靠人，人跑。靠自己最好。